Been working crazy lately, an average of 15 hours a day, 7 days a week. 7/11 is what I am becoming now. today when I was in the class, overheard someone was asking for the date. August 4th I answered, Gee! Mom's B.day. Always talked abt my life here, but let's do something for a change. Happy Birthday! MAMA...

"ps. I Love You" This is one of those films that I think are worth spending your time watching. Cuz I will be missing for sometime, So in case you miss me somehow for some reason, watch it! Other than this movie, there is really not much I can talk abt myself. Only Word I will say is BUSY, as I always pretended to be.

 

oh! am working two jobs right now. so if I don't call you or bug you no more, I am either working or teaching. no time for much sleep tho.

 

Feel this SPACE thing has become a place where I post my updates and inform ppl I know and I don't that I am still alive. YES! I am right here Alive! Even tho The Stock Mkt has hit the record basement-floor low; the two-week long unsbeatable kill-me-softly-with-your-sound rain has killed much of my plants and my patience; My Nokia N95 Cell phone went dead on me 2ice a day after I repaired it; I still choose to work work work like there is no tmr!

 

Let me learn if there is any updates on your lives.

 

 

 

没什么能给你，除了告诉你：飞好，你能飞更高！这是我给你的祝福。

Shasha, a girl who cohosted a couple of  shows with me from the last summer, went with me to a show tonite. we've known each other for I wouldn't say a year. I never got to really know her that well. tonite, to my big surprise, she told me that she used to sing as a soprano...(my jaw literally dropped on the floor with my tongue rolling down the stairs when I was told that) I had fun tonite, yah I think so. not becuz of the show we had. not becuz of the music and singing we enjoyed. I think it's the chance she's given me to get myself out there and expreince something I never would have done by myself. I enjoyed it becuz I enjoy the feeling that a friend wants to accompany you, the feeling that she wants to talk to you about her inner feelings her whatever thoughts, the feeling that maybe even she has not had a chance to drop in on you for a while, you can still feel her openness and closeness when you meet her again. I think I need that feeling now... And it came tonite. good! something was at least filled!

排練時偷跑出來吃午飯 謝謝刁刁121請客 你們的單簧管朋友吹的東西好大. 有空rebecca要親眼看看

 

還有,祝miolia生日快樂!

me hosting an award show... 很久以來一直想試試作下stand-up comedian thing. didn't know how that would feel... that day I did it just for pure fun. obviously not too much ppl know what I did up there and asked me what's that for. pathetic! liked how that made me feel. felt like Jon Stewart + Conan O'Brien... was pretty cool. end of the show 钿情, 一男和我put up a brilliant performance to playback the famous 大鬧新聞發布會 issue, which fooled alot of ppl thinking that was for real. the last picture showed how serious and real that went. loved it! I will keep my blog posted... I know I know! it's been 2 month since I last updated it. next time I will probly put on some pix of me rehearsing for the drama. To Be Continued...

一道很简单的情感题，告诉我你看了以后的答案。

 

你爱着一个人，这个人善良，单纯，可爱，简单地爱你。你的直觉告诉你就是他/她！但是你从小形成的理智告诉你不可以，不合适！

于是你去爱另一个人，这个人一样善良，单纯，可爱，简单地爱你。你的直觉没告诉你就是他/她! 你的理智说他/她更合适，你更需要！

 

二选一，这比老婆和老妈同时落水救哪个好选点吧？直觉还是理智？告诉我你的选择，我会告诉你我的。

 

 

Perhaps love is like a resting place

A shelter from the storm

It existed to give me comfort

It was there to keep me warm

And in those times of trouble

When I was most alone

it was you who truly brought me home

 

Perhaps love is like a window

Perhaps an open door

It invited me to come closer

It wanted to show me more

And even if I lose myself

And don’t know what to do

The memory of ml will see you through

 

Oh, love to me is like a cloud

To you as strong as steel

For you a way of giving

For me a way of taking

And you say love is holding on

And I say letting go

And you say love is everything

And I say I don’t know

Perhaps love is like the ocean

Full of conflict, full of pain

Like a fire when it’s cold outside

Or thunder when it rains

 

If I should live forever

And all my dreams come true

My memories of love will be of you

My love, ML, still you…

 

 

this is the nite! the D-nite! looking happy...... ML

今天和几个老师一起搭台主持了11月22日的感恩节晚会，虽然很仓促，但是大家都尽力让晚会更加精彩。又是一身汗！但是开心，因为认识了很多新朋友也见到了一些老朋友在现场，有很久以前的学生，还有现在还在上我课的。感谢这么多朋友的支持！200个人的教室被挤得满满的。晚上回来已经很累了，偶然发现一封学生的来信，很有耐心，从三月份就等待感恩节的到来好写这封信给我，告诉我她是怎样的经过我的的课发生了怎样的改变。我从没仔细的真正思考过我台上的角色会给台下的人带来哪些除了知识以外的转变。身体是累的！心里是愉快的。感谢这位同学的真诚和信心。也感谢支持关心我的朋友，感恩节快乐！

I am soooo sorry that I waited so long to finally reveal the answer. it was easy... I dialed 110 and called the police. someone had smashed my car window and stolen some money from my car... just for a few bucks, I had to spend much more to fix my window... if he could have only asked me... I would just give him what he wanted. 

don't know since when I started spending more time reading books... remember the first novel I nearly finished was with my friend lin's help. he read it first and narrated the events with his own words. can't even recall the name of the book, but the pictures of him telling me one story after another are still hanging there and popping up sometime as I look back at my school life. why he did that? no other reasons is better the real one, procrastination. and during my time in canada I read and almost finished another novel, believe or not, The Beach. think many of you have saw the movie. a weird bizzare twist-ur-mind kinda movie starring Leonardo DiCaprio. didn't like the movie nor the novel... and that was my only reading I had to do. now in Beijing I suddenly feel the need or I don't know, see my interest in social psychology kinda books... books that tells you how mind works, how certain ppl behave under certain mindframes. revealing it can be sometimes, to be perfectly honest. then I bought a few more to stack my desk and bury my keyboard. book recommended, intimate relationships by Sharon Stephens Brehm. enough for today. Peace...

this is me learning how to play viola the other nite... guys, I know... it's more like a violin in my hand. technically speaking, it does feel like a violin in my hand. hey you know what? this is actully my first time playing that thing, I played beautifully only that errrr it sounded terrible! that I have to admit... yoyo just can't stop barking when I was clearly enjoying myself... you are a bad dog! it was pretty cool hanging out with Olivia, rebecca and Ms. Psychic who happened to be my personal viola teacher. she can also do the palm-reading thing. awesome! huh? she let me know the fact that from one's music performance, you get to see thru this person and find out what's this person is like. guess I didn't make quite an impression on yoyo. or did I? can't say I'm a pro now, but am sure getting it pretty fast. thinking of going into this field n give it a shot if not everyone would act like the poor dog yoyo. what do you all say?